What is the plot of your life? The clue for everything: from the game which you chose as a soul before you came to earth. Call it your destiny, blueprint or creation exercise. The central theme becomes visible when you connect the many meaningful happenings in your life together and then add the question: why did I want to experience this? Attuning yourself to this deep question asks for the perspective of the observer, who looks from a distance and who can look at things objectively. The time is right, every now and again to actually sit on the chair of the Observer, because everything has stopped. Well yes, on the surface then. Emotionally there is a lot of movement in the field. If you ask me, this is the best chance to challenge yourself to awaken at a deeper level.
Magic in your DNA
Awakening is the new theme of the process towards The Source Code – the activation that I will share with you on the 21st December 2020. In the spiritual community, awakening is seen as opening yourself to the Light, so that you can live with more awareness from your heart. I have always seen it this way, even if, in the first instance, it does not say a lot. Because what actually happens when you awaken spiritually? What changes in your life? To be able to understand this, you actually have to take a step back from your daily life. It asks you to let go of your role as a human and to become an observer of things.
Those who discover their talents and learn to appreciate them, will probably come to the conclusion that they have not just been given. I don’t believe that myself. I believe that there is a connection between the qualities you have and the challenges that you are repeatedly drawn to. Talent which has not been just been inherited, purely because your parents have passed on their genetic material to you. A large part of your source qualities is your own creation, meant to be used for your soul mission: what you want to experience or work out in this life, to climb higher up the ladder of consciousness. I am talking here about the piece of magic that sits in your DNA, since your birth and is waiting to be activated. Some people do that at a young age and they are miracle children. Others discover their biggest talents much later. There are also people who never manage to bring it to the surface. The speed at which you find it, isn’t that important. What it is all about is, that you understand that it concerns the awakening of ‘learning to play the game’. By that I mean: understanding in which maze you have gone into and as an observer be able to map out the many chances and possibilities for yourself.
To make it even simpler, I am going to replace the word ‘observer’ with ‘director’. Just imagine that you sit down in the chair as the thinker of absolutely everything. The one who once wrote the script of your unique life story. Do you ask yourself what ‘a really good story’ would mean to you? It’s the ingredients which are needed, beginning with an interesting main character: that is, you! Even though I am convinced that you can almost learn and change everything, I still think that about 80% of who you are, never changes. It is the art to discover who you are, not to create a better version based on who you are not. There is a unique story in you that wants to be told: from the hero that goes hunting for the ultimate challenge to test his or her inner strengths.
A good scene
Are you still sitting comfortably in your director’s chair? Great! The second element of a good story is the scene. On which stage is the hero going to play his or her role? What does the world look like? Which are the most important influences? What are the most important facts? Think about where you were born, from which family you come from, in which culture you have been raised etc. Think too about the age of spirit and the influence of the digital world in which we live. As a director you have a certain view and the game would be boring if you had not added a number of obstacles, so that you could conquer things (using your talents).
In my case the scene was, that I was born in the state of Drenthe in The Netherlands, as the son of a hardworking dairy farmer. My mother was very religious and swore by the bible. Each discussion in our home ended when my mother laid that book on the table, with the platitude: ‘Look it’s all in here!’ That is the reason why I developed a sort of hate/love relationship with religion. I loved the bible stories, but that dogmatic behavior which people applied – protected by the bible – I could do nothing with that. My father was much milder in that respect. He chose to keep silent to maintain the peace. That was my stage, one of humbleness and acceptance. Only God knew the truth and if you had not realized that, then it was better to keep your mouth shut.
In this scene I was therefore restricted in freedom, but I also received many treasures of inspiration. The visiting of churches and cathedrals brought me home in a world that is strongly rooted in geometry. Everything was in harmony with each other. From the colorful art in the stained-glass windows to the high pillars which supported the beautiful ceilings with all sorts of geometrical patterns. Architecturally everything was measured to the last centimeter. Even now, when I step inside a church it still touches me. Subconsciously it stimulated me greatly at a young age, to make everything attractive and perfect. And preferably with bright brilliant colors, objects that shine and connections which are mathematically perfect. I also found the initiation rituals in the churches very special. The director in me has an absolutely theatrical feeling.
With a main character and a good scene, you are halfway there. The best part can now begin: making up the plot. A good director does not give this all away at once but keeps the story exciting right until the end. For a good plot, you first of all have to create a good illusion. Because how can you portray the main character differently?
The illusion that we live, is that we have fears which in reality are unfounded. Fear is a product of the ego; it tries to get a grip on the game that you are playing. The ego wants to know everything. It wants to know all the paths of the maze, before even taking one single step forwards. The duality is that you have armed yourself with powers which only come to the surface if you actually do something. And therefore, a fight occurs in us between choosing for safety or for adventure. Which paths (choices) do you know, which are safe? To which paths are you drawn to, that are actually unknown? This is the game, in which no one keeps the score. There is no good or bad way to play your game. There is only the short or the long way.
Do you know the feeling that you keep coming back into the same situations? Still the same fears, the same conflicts and even possibly, the same opponents? Then it is time for another route. The game-maker has enticed you into a corner! You keep wandering around in circles and if you don’t change anything, then the same lesson will keep reoccurring. I recognize this when I get stuck in situations when I am asked to speak my truth. This is at the same time also the unmistakable plot in my story: learning to speak my truth. I have been brought up to be careful and with the belief that silence is golden. This is the big illusion that repeatedly blinds me because I actually have something to say (otherwise I would not do this work). Now that I am older and further along my spiritual path, I realize it much faster when I become doubtful about my own blind spot. But even so, I still have not completed the labyrinth: which means that I am still offered choices that place me into duality: do I share it, or do I keep quiet just for the peace?
Seeing the patterns
What the hero in the story in the first place should learn, is to enjoy. That is often difficult in this world of competition because we can be so incredibly hard on ourselves. Each step has to have the desired result immediately. If that isn’t achieved, then we have the feeling that we have failed. But what if you turn the fear of failing into a lesson? A ‘wrong’ choice never results in anything. You have resurveyed a piece of the maze again, and even though it might not be the fastest route to your Holy Grail, you have still grown. You have gained more experience. The next time that you are standing at the crossroads, you will know what you want much better. You can begin to even see patterns or whole areas become visible and give you a better idea how you, the game-maker, have created the perfect labyrinth for yourself.
Seeing repeating patterns is taking away the illusion that you are not capable of completing your game (or mission). The patterns are in your behavior, your habits, your successes and your failures. Also think that time is an illusion too. You can easily predict where the path is going if you are in contact with your Higher Self; the director of the entirety. Also, your guides and helpers from other dimensions, who, like script writers contribute to your story, can show you signs every now and again. Look beyond the illusion of the ego (I am the victim) and discover in yourself that you are actually in charge. Automatically you will discover your personal plot: a perfect balance between the truth and the falsehoods. Between possibilities and restrictions. Between adventure and safety. Between love and fear.
On the way to the ‘Big One’
Perhaps it’s not really necessary to say what the activation Awakening – the next activation in the webinar series – The Source Code – can give you. I find it exceptionally exciting to take this next step before we go for the ‘Big One’. My guest speaker will be Robert Bridgeman this time, who over the past year has also sat in the chair of the ‘director’ to be able to write a book where mankind will be standing in the year 2044. He has invited his own script writers from the cosmos to talk about the 5th Dimension and what this field of consciousness means to us. In the broadcast I will ask Robert to tell us more about this.
For those of you on the journey, since the beginning of October, the last phases are approaching. Ensure that you are there on the 27th November with the activation Awakening. It is time to meet the director in yourself and to remember once more, how your game is made up!
From heart to heart,
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