‘Who am I?’ It’s a repetitive question. At different moments in our life. The question remains (irrespective of how much wisdom or baggage you have) relevant all the time. When you should make important choices. When choices have been made for you. Or when you, like now, are in lockdown and you cannot do what you are used to doing. Who are you if everything around you is changing? Who are you if things that seemed normal to you, are no longer there? Who are you if someone sees you? Or if suddenly everyone sees you and certain things are expected of you? Are you really who you are? Or do you play a role, which no longer fits?
The magic of the Source Code
Last month was the finale of The Source Code. I shared the activation on the 21st December – an important date according to the Mayan prophecy and with the Saturn Jupiter conjunction – there were 5000 people who took part. Unfortunately, I had to disappoint a few thousand people because we could not cope with the numbers (my apologies for this). Along the way to this crucial point, I felt carried. I was on an almost continuous ‘high’, with one focus, the transmission from 9-10 pm. I could not think about anything else. All my time and energy was devoted to this one moment. I felt like an athlete getting ready for the Olympic Games, because on the day itself, a lot was happening. There were group meditations everywhere and joint connections to make universal love and at around 9.30 pm it was my turn to bring an enormous amount of people in contact with the Source. You will understand that before the broadcast everything started to itch, and I strengthened myself with ‘In the Air Tonight by Phil Collins’ which I played and then at around 11pm like a small child cheering as I left, proud that everything had gone well!
The ‘high’ continued for a while. Thanks to the many messages and texts I was able to keep the euphoria going for a few days (thank you to all of you who wrote something). But far too quickly I felt the turning point coming, because the new chapter had already begun to show itself. It brought me right back into duality: can I let this go or not? The magic that surrounded the Source Code is strong and worthwhile. I have learnt so much from it and enjoyed it and I would have preferred to stay connected for a little longer. But with Embody I feel that a new process is waiting. It will be one with many insights and I will devote myself to it fully. Something which can only happen if I make the decision not to keep hanging on to the previous one.
And so, the question came back to me: ‘Who am I?’ I am the person who wants to keep hanging onto the success. Remaining in this high frequency of love and euphoria? Am I going to inspire everyone to do the same, by selling the Source Code with the message that sounds like: ‘Take part, it’s not too late?’ Or do I dare to go on a new adventure and take everyone with me? What is wise? What feels good? Or in other words: Who am I?
It begins with who you are not
Actually, the choice was already made in November, when I received the new code: Embody. I felt it straightaway: this is going to be the most important frequency of 2021. It gives an answer to the question why we have all become tired of competition, because everything in our world is about being ‘the best’. We battle to gain attention, try to influence everyone and to be better, whilst Corona showed us last year how hard the reality can be if we live in a world of separateness. We have all experienced this. Suddenly we saw how dependent we are on each other and how hard we need one another to get through this time. Those who are in competition, definitely present themselves not as an equal, but more like a superior. And even this is fine if you want to score, I can see that the world needs something else. We yearn for connection. We miss proper stories and genuine attention. People who can relate to others, without wanting something in return. Those who don’t use their words to sell themselves but say what they really want to say. And not pretending that everything is going well, when it’s not true, because we all have our obstacles and worries. And say it yourself: you connect much easier to someone who is genuine, than someone who only shows the best of themselves. Right?
What Embodiment wants to say, is that you stand up for who you are and what you believe in. That is not easy, definitely not in the world in which we live. We see growth in the number of ‘Likes and Followers’, not in the number of rejections. Even though standing up for something actually calls for rejection: because people are jealous of you, or because you go against the flow, or even because you ask the other to be just as vulnerable. But with all the distractions and triggers that we have at this time, it is actually difficult to stay centered. Definitely if you are sensitive, a lot of stimulants can enter very deeply and ensure that you start to behave differently instead of being who you actually are. It can even happen that you begin to lead a life that definitely does not fit you, because you are attuned to the group behavior, which you really know is ‘approved of’ in the eyes of other people. In the meantime, you begin to lose ‘the real you’ under the avalanche and in this way, extinguish your inner fire.
Who am I not? This is the question where the awakening begins. You have to have courage to ask yourself this question, because the answers can be quite confronting. In my case I discovered about ten years ago or so, that I had made myself into a charming host that announced all his art presentations and then sat down for one and a half hours next to the stage. Even though everything in the presentation was right, and my intention to inspire people to live from their heart, there was one thing that was missing: me. By basing everything on one click with a remote control, which automatically started a beautiful presentation, I had made myself invisible. Every time that I stepped on the stage, I saw myself as the presenter. The further my eyes began to open, the harder my heart screamed to do more. To share more. To give my energy. To talk myself and tell my own story, without ‘hiding’ myself behind beautiful images and music.
Filtering away who you are not
If you were to watch all the webinars on my website and compare them to those 10 years ago, then you would see a huge difference. Previously I spent many days on long introductions and relevant images and music. Nowadays, I let everything which feels like regalia out. I give the people purely what it is about and that feels right. I feel that I am less nervous, because I don’t have to think how I am going to present something. I step in as myself and give my attention to what I want to share. The insights that I received with the codes. How I see the world. What I experience as my truth. What I pick up when I connect with people, purely the essence, from heart to heart.
Over the past few years, I have become aware, that filtering away who you are not, gives space for the challenges that you would have never accepted from safety. When all the background noise goes, then the fear disappears which actually was an illusion. Because you can achieve so much more than you think. You can achieve miracles, when you are honest and clear about what you want. Dare to go and stand in your core and your communication with the outside world changes immediately. People not only hear what you say, but they feel it! They see it in your auric field. And because they also want to be inspired themselves, then they will want to connect with you. And believe me: the connection is very powerful! It is loving and genuine, just as if you are family with one another. Even if you have a different background, age or mission in life: we all know passion when we witness it. It is seeing the light in someone’s eyes, which means that your own light can shine brighter.
In the New Year I am going to begin a new webinar series – once again in five parts. We are going to work in steps towards the activation: Embody. And just as you read in this blog, we are going to begin the process by making yourself aware of who you are not. We will do that with the activation – Unmasking. This is one that I have not shared before – and there will be even more new ones during the process – and I have always experienced this code as a curious ‘intruder’. The form shows this too. There is no center, (you don’t know where to look), the eye looks with within and to the string of pearls all around it. It almost looks like a scorpion who could sting you at any moment. But this is only if you look superficially. The working of the code is actually very clarifying. It pulls the energy out of your system which no longer fits you, just like a virus scanner on your computer.
I find ‘unmasking’ an exciting theme, because it holds the connection between lying and cheating. Unmasking someone is actually showing if he or she is not speaking the truth. You remove the illusion which keeps the person on the outside intact. But in the context of Embody and the embodiment of your soul mission, I find it too difficult to say that we are all lying and need to be ‘unmasked’. Definitely if you think that we, in this world, only seem to be able to function if we tell a lie about ourselves every now and again. Because that is the norm: show the best of yourself. That is what we learn in the competition we are undergoing, in which each and every one of us is rejected at some stage. No one gives you a promotion if you say that your last assignment was ‘difficult”. No one hires you if you say that you are sometimes messy and unsure. No one praises you if you truthfully say that you cannot deal with everything. And no one follows you if you are derided and cursed.
And so, we take on a role. One that is the closest to our truth, but one that is safe enough to avoid any chance of rejection. We tell things just a bit differently than they actually are, purely to protect ourselves. We embellish things or lessen them accordingly. It all depends on the situation in which we find ourselves. But in that polishing ourselves in our reality, after a while we lose what is and what is not: the truth. Before you have regained your consciousness, you need to get rid of the edges. Unmasking with help you to do this on the 10th January 2021.
The great awakening has begun
My wish for 2021 is that as many people are possible step out of the lockdown with a clear vision of who they are (and not who they aren’t). That they know what they want to stop restricting their fire and passion and give the right direction to the things that make them really happy. Embody is going to be my contribution to this: to embody together what our deepest truth is. And not with a cheap story, or a lovely, interesting website as a result. No, first of all it has to begin with the energy that you are transmitting. Embodiment is all about inspiration and the power of attraction. Daring to be who you really are, wherever you are. It is putting yourself in the spotlights. Just like an artist steps up onto a stage, not just to please the audience, but purely doing just that which he or she loves the most.
What I personally love the most, is discovering the depths of our subconscious and making this visible. Either via my artwork, workshops or in other ways. I want to inspire people from the inside to the outside to live. To get up each and every day with the feeling: I may create something really special today. I can only bring this inspiration across, when I go through the process myself. That means that I want to move and grow too. Re-chewing something that has already achieved its goal is not my style. That is why today, I place a line with pride under the Source Code and now apply myself totally to Embody. The participants of the Source Code Online can of course, still enjoy the activations, but for those who want to move onto the next chapter, can do that from the 10th January 2021 with Embody. This will be once again, a synergy of different specialists, some of whom will come from the corner you least expect …
If 2020 has been a difficult year for you personally, then I wish you from the depths or my heart, the very best around the time of New Year’s Eve. This is and will always remain a moment of looking back. So therefore, I would like to inspire you (if you look back on the past year) to pay particular attention to the moments when you were sharp and chose for love. Maybe there were moments where you thought it was impossible, or maybe moments in a turbulent phase, just know: the great awakening of our world has begun. We are all part of the shift in consciousness on a big scale. Humanity is awakening and those who now stand up to take hold of their mastership, are the future. Those who chose for their true mission and dare to embody the Light, are the heroes of our times.
Wishing you all a good ‘turn of the year’ and hope to see you soon again in the New Year.
From heart to heart,
EMBODY | ONLINE
Making yourself visible. Showing what inspires you. Embracing who you are, and where you are standing. In this transforming process everything is about the activation and embodiment of your passion, so that you become more powerful and light the world all around you with your presence.